I was sitting in a classroom with my friends, we were discussing the upcoming fest in our college and suddenly I saw a boy in a blue shirt sitting with us. He was looking really cute and as I was standing so he offered me a seat, it was really sweet of him. Later I discovered that he’s the new boy in the class and is with us in our group for the upcoming fest.
On the day of the event we met again and he took the initiative to break the ice and talk. Today when I think about it I laugh…two strangers nothing to talk but still, we manage to have a good conversation. We were definitely friends now so I decided to text him. We started chatting from then and we became really good friends. People were jealous of our friendship I don’t know why. They use to spread all kind of rubbish rumour about us but we were least bothered. Our friendship was growing really strong.
We as well went through our ups and downs in this friendship, recalling those days’ hurts even today, nevertheless we still managed to maintain our friendship and take it to the best level possible. 1 year passed, we became really important to each other. We wanted to chat every day, meet every day. That feeling of butterfly in the stomach when he looked at me. Maybe we were not just friends now. I was enjoying this closeness moreover I wanted things to remain the same, but Alas!! Things changed I started feeling jealous and being possessive I don’t know why he was not even mine. We began to fight every day, cry, scream at each other so I decided to leave. Leave him, this friendship, the feeling of over possessiveness. However, the story doesn’t stop here actually it was a bell for a new beginning. The decision of calling the friendship off brought us closer, we understood how important we are to each other. Yes!! We started liking each other and this distance made us realise our feelings and we finally confess our feelings to each other.
Today we are madly in love with each other. Also as a couple, we went through many ups and downs the last time we had a fight was just like my worst nightmare. I never thought that the things might go so wrong between us. I spend all my day crying in bed thinking about why the things are not working out. I really wished to be with him but the situation then made me think that it’s impossible to fix things now. I was feeling very lonely because I had no one with whom I could share my pain. My friends are very supportive but this time they gave up on me so I was all alone with everything inside me and with a fake smile on my face trying to enjoy each day of my life but failed.
One fine day he busted out all his emotions and a little anger at me and all of a sudden things was back to normal. I know I’m not that person in his life with whom he shares everything maybe he thinks that I won’t understand his problems or maybe he thinks that his problem will disturb or trouble me but he doesn't understand that I want to be with him in his problems. I hate when he hides thing inside, but that day I was happy because he finally shared his emotions with me. Many problems came our way but still, nothing could break us and our relationship. As a couple we fight, we laugh, we cry, we love. Nevertheless, we are in happy place and I wish the day never comes when we’ll have to act like strangers. I want to be with him no matter what. I may not be the girl he dreamed of or he may not be the kind of boy I wish to have but destiny brought us together and I’ll give my 100% to make this relationship work and worth fighting for. I don’t know what’s gonna happen in our coming future, all I know is I NEED YOU.
